She doesn't even bother to care anymore, I guess. I have done every task we're assigned to do so I just do a random collage that I don't even know what's the point of it. Angel said she needs to go to her locker, and she said if I could come with her. But the teacher doesn't give me the permission to.
I was like woah does she accept me as a good friend now? Instead of an-awkward-girl-who-sits-beside-me-in-Technology? Cause I'm very greatful for whatever she accept me as. Because the apportunity I've got to meet her, to meet everyone here, to even be here, had been the opportunity I'm grateful the most.
Nothing much happened and later, it was time for recess. I hangout with Sarah. I can't really remember what happened too, maybe because recess wasn't that long. I don't know. Then I had double Art with Mr Matt. We did a sketch of a mug and we have to paint it as our Portfolio Task. Our class was so loud arguing about how did Michael Jackson die, Mr Matt nearly gonna kept us in during lunch.
But he said if we clean up on time without anyone got paint on their face and cloth like usual, each table must be spotless - he's not gonna keep us in. For some reason, everyone cooperates until the classroom was all clean, except that some people still got paint on their clothes - including me.
We cleaned up pretty fast that we got 10 minutes of free time. Mr Matt let us go on our iPad. Sadly, I don't have VPN anymore so I can't use any of those app which are blocked by VPN. So I just took some selfies and spent sometime daydreaming.
After that, we got Humanities. Miss Gray said it was basically just a catch up session so I just continue doing my English Portfolio Task excellent copy. Miss Gray asked Josef to fill in my bronzes (from the quick notes I gave her yesterday) and I literally took all of Miss Gray's stock of bronzes.
Omar keep insisting me to shout, which I don't want to cause then they all will think I'm a monster that can't keep her temper. Anyways, I can't really remember what we did, then it was lunch. I hangout with Sarah. But I don't know. I don't know whether I should keep hangout with her because sorry to bad mouthing her but she always talk about suspension, trouble and I-hate-that-girl.
I don't know, cause like she always be like "I used to be friends with her but now we hate each other". It make me thought, why and is it gonna be to us too? Cause she once said "I hate ----" but then she act like best friends with ----. She said she don't like it when call her two-faced but she is! Sorry.
And now I feel guilty. What should I do? Should I tell her? But I still want to be friends with her. Should I hide it from her? But then I'm gonna be a two-faced friend. I don't know what to do :( I'll try asking this on Yahoo! Answers and find out. Or anyone who read this, answer me please? :(
Anyways, during lunch today I hangout with Sarah and a couple more covered girls. It's actually kinda embarrassing that they swear and stuff and with other people watching us.. Where's our dignity?! And you know how multicultural our school is, at one moment they talked in Arabic and the school counsellor, which is an Australian said "La'a Arabic! Speak in English!"
You know how "La'a" means "No"? Yeah. Just so you know, if you don't know. Anyways I don't think I have anything to talk about during lunch anymore, except for the fact that the canteen put too much colour in their slurpees they turn everyone's mouth blue. So, the last period was French. Nothing much happened too, because we just do some test and yeah. But oh! That one thing happened.
We were waiting for Ms Matthews and for some reason it took her forever. So this one girl start complaining and stuff but then this one boy "defends" Ms Matthews. Like for the first time in forever I heard anyone in this school backing up a teacher.
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